Thoughts on 10/14/2016
We all now that I have a few "issues", for lack of a better word. Another thing that probably needs work is I play spider solitaire, which is really fun, I play it with two suits, which makes it a lot harder. I get to playing sometimes and I just will not stop until I have won a game, sometimes that can take awhile. I try to keep my winning percentage at 5, haven't let it slip lower. So, it is just another problem I have that I have not talked to my psych about.
Speaking of my psych, I meet with her today, it was productive. We finally figured out what to do going forward. Now I just have to kick myself in the a$$, it is harder than you think in a chair, and go out and do the things she spoke of. She is a great woman, I met her so many years ago when I ended up in this chair at Rusk. At the time I was a conceited a$$ and didn't talk with her, telling her I can deal with it all by myself. Boy was ever wrong. Obviously looking back on things, I should have opened up to her and let her know how I feel. That may have helped get me to where I wanted to be a lot sooner. But, like they say, hindsight is fifty-fifty. I believe that she has done a good job with me, I can be a difficult patient, mostly because I know so much and I have been through a lot. Sorry, I guess I am still a little conceited. Oh well, we all have issues.
So, tomorrow I am going to start on those changes that she wants me to try, actually Monday sounds better, better to start the week off trying new stuff. I will let everyone know how it goes, have a good night or day everyone. I am off to bed.
Speaking of my psych, I meet with her today, it was productive. We finally figured out what to do going forward. Now I just have to kick myself in the a$$, it is harder than you think in a chair, and go out and do the things she spoke of. She is a great woman, I met her so many years ago when I ended up in this chair at Rusk. At the time I was a conceited a$$ and didn't talk with her, telling her I can deal with it all by myself. Boy was ever wrong. Obviously looking back on things, I should have opened up to her and let her know how I feel. That may have helped get me to where I wanted to be a lot sooner. But, like they say, hindsight is fifty-fifty. I believe that she has done a good job with me, I can be a difficult patient, mostly because I know so much and I have been through a lot. Sorry, I guess I am still a little conceited. Oh well, we all have issues.
So, tomorrow I am going to start on those changes that she wants me to try, actually Monday sounds better, better to start the week off trying new stuff. I will let everyone know how it goes, have a good night or day everyone. I am off to bed.
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